Carolyn Gervais http://awakeningyou.com
I offer you spiritual and personal help in the following areas which includes my original toning and new age CDs.
About Carolyn:
I have been a student and teacher of “metaphysical-spirituality” for over 30 years. You can find out more about my background by going to my website at: http://awakeningyou.com
I have an M.S. in Wholistic Nutrition. I am a Certified Clinical Hypnotherapist, Certified Spiritual Counselor and a Minister of Overlight Spiritual Psychology.
Beginning as a young child I yearned to understand why I was here on earth. When I looked into the eyes of someone, whether I knew them or not, I could see and feel their sadness; their anger and their innocence. A strong yearning to understand why became such a need, that I would continuously drive the adults in my life crazy with questions as to why God made us and put us here on Earth. I was told that “God” didn’t want us to know the answers to such questions, but some part of me knew, even at the age of eight…that answer was not acceptable. I was bound and determined that I would ask God all my questions until He answered them.
What I found out is that the answers keep expanding as we grow in awareness; that's when the questions become more complex as we go deeper into our truth. Why? Because the picture of ourselves and our life becomes larger and larger.
My inquiring mind has taken me into many aspects of study, meditation and otherworldly experiences that pertain to the deeper meaning and purpose of the body, mind, soul and spirit.
Love is the creator of the Universe!
Blessings.
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ACTIVATING YOUR CRYSTALLINE ENERGY
Higher Self through Carolyn Gervais
The word power is used in so many ways by humans. To some, power is determined by how much control they have over other humans. That control can consist of manipulation, threats, demeaning words and actions and what not. But often feeling controlled by someone, is just in the mind of the person who thinks of himself/herself as less than or as a victim of a perceived aggressor.
A person with an enormous amount of money is often viewed as one who has power. It is easy for the human to believe that money can buy power because in your world you tend to put such people on pedestals and think of them as royalty. In fact, there are those that will do anything for a person of status and wealth, in the hope that if they cater to such a person’s ego needs, they will be rewarded with money, opportunity and importance…just by mere association alone. And sadly enough it often works because the one doing the groveling feels powerful no matter how delusional that may be.
It is time dear ones that you redefine power within yourselves. True power does not make someone a victim or a slave to its needs. True power comes from the heart that is open to soul and then it must be balanced with the intellectual mind in such a way, that it benefits others and the world at large. This takes inner knowledge gained from life experiences and soul/heart energy in the form of conscious awareness.
In a linear duality, life offers humanity pieces of universal energy as awareness. These could be called, pieces of wholeness. As you stretch your inner knowing beyond what you presently know as personal and spiritual awareness… your crystalline essence is quickened inside your DNA. This takes place as you remember your connection with the wholeness of the universe. At first this is not conscious, but never the less, it is taking place as your physical, mental and emotional bodies adapt to accommodate this powerful energy of expanded Light.
Imagine if you will, that you are building or adding to the universal energy; a part of your wholeness; that of your crystalline essence… as you come into your own true inner power and continue to become aware of it. Imagine that your crystalline essence looks like a crystal ball inside of you. This crystalline ball of essence keeps expanding from the inside out; until it encompasses the outer and inner world and merges as One. You as a physical being, are universal wholeness in the form of a human body. Your body represents the physical, outer aspect of the universe as form.
As you evolve on the deeper levels of consciousness, through deep introspection, intuition and through life experiences…the light inside of you, let’s say, becomes brighter, stronger. As it does so, that light continues to awaken you and humanity on various cosmic levels. It is the cosmic mind, also called the higher mind that is increasing or shall we say awakening your crystalline essence energy, stored in your human cells and DNA.
As this crystalline ball of energy expands, it moves outward and through your body, engulfing you in its light. In doing so it is changing your cellular structure and awakening your DNA in ways that promote health of the body and transcend old ways of believing. It is possible to help this process along by working at balancing out all the extremes in your life…as with your finances and learning to live within your means. It will also help for you to find and create a form of work that enhances your personal integrity and not your ego. By balancing out the extremes in your life, you will be expanding your consciousness. As your personal universe expands and becomes more balanced, it also expands the universal wholeness.
The way to accomplish this type of expansion is through the awakening of the heart with deep introspection. This heart energy is the feminine energy that many call the goddess energy, of which will continue to infiltrate Earth and you, as we speak. Emotion as feeling; that which comes through a soulful heart… is what attracts and pulls in the feminine energy. This feminine energy is creating more sensitivity in all humans. Therefore the feminine energy is bringing even more emotional upheaval to your Earth. Those of you who are more naturally sensitive to all energies may feel this intensely. Needless to say there are a lot of depressed, angry, hostile, scared, frustrated and explosive people on your planet right now. But on the same token, the intensity of love and the desire for unity and peace are rapidly transforming the old energy into the new.
The feminine energy is coming to your Earth and mixing with what has been a predominantly masculine energy for thousands of years. This predominance of masculine energy has created an abundance of selfishness and greed, which are at an all time high on your planet right now…especially in the last ten to twenty years. Using an analogy, this collision of energies is like the cold air in your atmosphere hitting against the warm or hot air, creating severe thunder storms, wind and lightning that viciously strike your Earth. And in fact, the imbalance of the masculine and feminine energy is causing many of your weather and Earth changes.
This kind of volatile energy is going on all over your world and it continues to disrupt the economy as your infrastructure implodes around you. The collapse of big corporations and banks; millions of jobs being lost and wars that continue to erupt and interrupt life on your planet… are wide spread. This disruptive energy is also playing havoc in many of your relationships.
The status quo of masculine, old energy (the mind with ego) has had the power for so long that it is fighting to stay in control. Therefore this old masculine energy is resisting the tempering and balancing of the feminine energy (the heart and new energy). This resistance is causing the collapse of world economies. But with the economic collapse, comes the collapse of the predominantly patriarchal era of which is responsible for the many forms of greed; the wars and lack of integrity that poisons people and nations.
In the next few years, beginning now, you will continue to witness more and more women being elected to government positions; positions that use to be exclusively held by males. Both males and females who’s intellectual and heart energy are more or less balanced, will continue to increase in numbers as they come forth into some form of unified power all over the world. The feminine and masculine energy is seeking balance in all of your life forms as it intertwines with your unique energies. As it finds its balance within the Earth and in each of you… the changing of the planet will increase. The capacity and willingness to open to change will play a big part in how quickly this happens.
The mixing and balancing of the feminine and masculine energy will affect all forms of polarity or duality on your planet and bring them into balance as well. This includes the merging affect of the crystalline energy that will balance out the mind and heart as you continue to move towards wholeness. Wholeness takes place when the crystalline energy inside of you expands outward to encompass your total being, including your body; your relationships and the world you created for you. Once the crystalline energy is activated in you, by you, a creator within your own right… expansion on all levels of your being will take place.
How is all of this affecting your human relationships you might wonder? First as said, the feminine energy is of the heart (emotion) and the masculine energy is of the mind (mental) without emotion. This is where your term, “That person is really mental,” comes from.
When describing true power, it is important to understand that every aspect of duality in your human world is part of the wholeness of life that makes up the universe. Relationships in each of your lives need to be seen as relationships you and other souls have set up as learning experiences…regardless of how they happen to manifest through the ego and free-will. When there is a challenge in a relationship, the peaceful resolution of that challenge in you, will pull you further into the light of your higher self, also known as the cosmic conscious levels and help to balance your feminine and masculine energy. We’d like to say here… that the balance of any polarity comes when the two extremes of that polarity… work together in harmony. This is accomplished by finding the middle ground and working with the combined energy of the two extremes.
Does resolution require that the other person within a relationship needs to see things your way before there is resolution for you? Definitely not! The only way peace can really exist in a troubled relationship is if both parties look inside themselves and take responsibility for their part of the discontent that was spewed through personal anger, fear and self-victimization. In other words, where did your anger come from inside of you. Anger is fear turned outward in the form of blame and expressed through attacking words and actions. This is victimization at work in the sense that someone in anger feels victimized or the anger wouldn’t be there. Finding the true feelings behind the actions and sharing them with each other, is the only way compromise, acceptance and resolution can take place in whatever way is best for both parties.
Anger held inside through denial, physical distancing and avoidance is the false power of manipulation. This too has to do with victimization. How? A person who manipulates by avoidance and rejection is someone who is not willing to take responsibility for their actions and at the same time… buries their true feeling of powerlessness in denial and blame. And by doing so, uses this manipulation tactic as his or her power to control another person; disregarding the fact that the power they are using is only a false sense of power that will sabotage them in some way, the longer they avoid personal responsibility. This kind of manipulation not only takes place in personal relationships but also in religious and business relationships…including the relationships between world governments.
The fact is that by taking responsibility for ones’ actions during or after a conflict, is the only next step available if personal resolution is to take place either inside or outside of you. In other words, your personal actions and feelings must be looked at and understood to the best of your ability. If you are blaming in order to justify your actions in a conflict you are not being honest with yourself. No one can make you do anything, unless of course, your life depends on it. But someone or something can trigger with certain words, certain actions, your fears and self doubts… created by your own inner beliefs and perceptions.
Wherever there is unrest, the unresolved and a way of thinking and believing that restricts personal responsibility…you will find victimization in its many forms on Earth. War is one form, but victimization can especially play out in personal relationships, with all of their variations.
So again we ask…what is true power and how does it happen? True power exists when your happiness and heart are balanced with your personal beliefs. True power is a knowing that your happiness and beliefs do not deny someone else’s. Real power happens when you love through your heart and not through your ego needs. Inner power is expressed when you can walk away from abuse. Power of the heart is when you can look at someone and see their purity instead of their faults. Last but not least, power is knowing when to let go of what you no longer need to be happy.
Power is also faith in the unifying power of the universe that you hold inside of you; the crystalline energy; your true Essence. In other words as we have said before in a more recent channeling…true Power is being aware of enough parts of the big picture that allows you to put those parts together in various ways that will bring peace and balance in any situation.
Your crystalline essence is the balance of the feminine and masculine energy. That balance opens the heart to deep feelings of passion and compassion. The heart opens to the soul and soul opens to the higher mind which activates the crystalline energy in each of you who ask the hard questions. Questions like: “ Why am I really here on this Earth?” and “How do I begin to change me, so that our world and all people are unified in integrity?”
What is necessary right now on your Earth, to accomplish the balance needed to bring true power to the forefront in the form of integrity, is the balancing of the feminine and masculine energy. What you see happening is the fall of the masculine energy because there isn’t enough feminine energy mixed in, to balance, support and sustain it any longer. Each of you can help this balancing process take place faster as you work to balance your own feminine and masculine energy.
Metaphorically speaking, as the feminine and masculine energy become more balanced and unified, your crystalline essence will continue to expand inwardly and outwardly until your inner and outer world meet and complete your Earthly sojourn in the third dimension. That is when you will move into the fifth dimension of Earth and beyond…where you will reap the harvest of all your hard work and where separateness is no longer.
Love and Peace to All, Higher Self through Carolyn Gervais awakeningyou.com
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