There are those days when unexpected gifts arrive at our door. They are packed as day to day stuff, as the newspaper that arrives at our doorstep, as the neighbour that says hi!. Sometimes it are old presents with a new wrappingpaper, opened in a new light.

Recently I got three of those special gifts and I want to share them with you!

Gift one is Freedom

Recently I read my old school report. I was five.

The teacher wrote:

‘Does not listen! Has her own way of doing things. Is opinionated. ‘

I was so disappointed in school at the age of five. I went from being a toddler to the next class. I looked forward to that day often, because I finally would learn how to write and read. My patience was tested in many ways. It took a long time before I got to know the words I wanted to learn. We spend so many hours just to learn one word. It made me sad. When I learned how to write I first had to take a pencil and follow the reprinted lines. I thought that was for babies and not really writing. At home I could write in a free way.

I felt not supported. I didn’t felt love from the teacher. I learned to do my own thingy. To follow my own guidance and speak my truth. Some months later a new teacher arrived with an open heart and she rocked my socks off! I loved being in her presence, school was still boring but it was in a safe space again.

A system is made from people. All people have a heart. By opening our hearts separation disappears. When you feel your life at school as an experience in interacting with your fellow students, the teacher instead of being there to learn useless stuff that is going way to slow, school can be a cool experience and bring you great gifts.

Gift two is being in the Now

My mother gave me a paper that reflected a conversation I had with her when I was seven. I was feeling shitty, but couldn’t find the words to express myself. My mother asked questions and wrote them down, just as she did with my answers. I told her I was feeling like I was burned. At the age of seven I realized it was not something that happened now. I said on the paper I remembered that I burned my finger a bit to a candle when I was five. That wasn’t as worse as what I was feeling now I told my mother. I also told her that once I saw someone on TV who got burned and that at that time I felt as if I was burned myself. I still remember that scene on TV. I rarely have been so upset.

Now I know it was a cellular memory of a past life. I was in a house that was set on fire. People did not know that I still was in there. The smoke killed me at the age of 28.

The memory of how I felt at that life has given me a lot of confidence. I felt that I was a big healer. That helped me at times I was feeling unworthy.

I believe this is how we can give ourselves gifts from other dimensions. Whether it’s an aspect of ourself or the memory of a different life… For instance I felt confident in that life. I used the confidence in this life. I also was afraid for heat… Now I let my body know the difference between cold and hot a lot. The cellular memory rewrites itself.

By using our intent and soul confidence we can easily heal old wounds. When you feel stuck in the now, and perhaps it’s a memory from past lives and you don’t have the feeling that you have any reference inside yourself that can master it, I suggest you tap into another aspect of yourself. There is certainly one aspect of you that is using your life lesson in a positive way. For instance your life lesson is: definition and you know you have been abused in a past life and carry the wounds with you now. There is one aspect of you in another dimension that is so good in defining itself!! You can connect with this part of yourself by closing your eyes, and feeling into your multidimensional soul. Use the memory as a great tool for yourself to define yourself in your daily life. Set the energy of defining yourself well in the timeline. Expand the energy in everything you did, do and are going to do and life will be much easier.

In the center of all those dimensions and timelines there is one beautiful energy that connects it all: Your amazing wonderful wise soul that has everything it needs to have a great wonderful life full of mastery and fulfillment.

Gift three is being Loved

During a clean up at my mother’s house I found a doll. The doll was a present I got as a child from the aunt of my mother. She made it by hand for me. It is made from beautiful fabrics with an opening at the back. I used it a long time to put my pyama in. I was touched by the work she put in making the doll. I feel as if I am taking cared of, and there is so much support to enjoy this beautiful life on earth. Even when we feel lonely there is such a great energetic support network around us from loving energies. The aunt has died for some years now, but I still feel her support and love around me. When people die we get sad. We feel a hole in our heart. We can’t hug them in a physical body anymore. Sometimes we forget our loved ones never leave us. Sometimes dying means that our loved ones can be of a greater assistance to us. My grandfather passed away, and I feel his support now more than ever! Without all the restrictions of believe systems, false separation and in the arms of the angels we can regain support in a new angelic way we never thought that was possible.

Support networks are changing often. I do believe there are many golden safe line networks for every human on earth, set up before you came to earth to make sure you can do your thingy here. In times you felt left alone, and felt there was no one who helped you and everyone abandoned you, those safe lines are doing their work the most. You are always and always loved. By your angelic friends and by me.

Hope you have your best month ever!

Until next month!

Love Elleke

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