Higher Self Through Carolyn Gervais

                                                                              AWAKENING TO PARALLEL LIVES AND ALTERNATE REALITIES

Creation, ah creation; quite a phenomenon; is it not?   Many believe creation began with “The Big Bang.”  The “Big Bang” gives a definition of the energy that brought about the physical manifestation of Creation, of which took place as the Cosmos came into being.  Have you ever thought that maybe every frequency or level of energy on any plane of existence, is a never ending experiment that has and will continue to change, and that that never ceases?

Every level of energy is Creation manifesting whether that be in a form or non- form.   Think about this:  There are many frequencies and realms of existence that are still dormant, unconscious and asleep, in that they do not yet know that they are a living aspect of the Universal Life Source or even that they are life itself. 

Let us look at what part “Self” plays in awareness:

 “Self” implies being conscious of a self, that which is one with all consciousness but yet individualized.   Without a consciousness of “Self,” there is no self, which means no self-awareness or purpose for individuality.   Though this would definitely be a place of bliss, eternal love and peace…there is no awakened “Self” to give the bliss; eternal love and peace meaning or expression… in a realm that is alive but not yet conscious of its “Self” as life.  It is much easier to understand this from your scientist’s point of view because they can use pictures and physical phenomena to demonstrate how these energy realms might look to the human eye.  Scientists talk about “wormholes and black holes” of which are formations of manifested energy.  Many of these formations serve as doors into other realms, that are in various degrees of unconsciousness and consciousness states of being; in other words in various degrees of awaking or sleeping.  Unconscious means not being aware of, while conscious means being aware of being aware.   If you really think about it, everyone has pockets of dormancy or unconsciousness inside of them.   You are each a realm in and of yourself that is awakening in varying degrees of expressing your consciousness as self individuality.  But yet, you are not individual in Essence.   Many of you have been awakening for so long that you are now conscious enough to know how to create with the energy of the Creative Force in many ways.  And that ability is becoming more understood and honed with each day of conscious life. 

What does a conscious life mean?

A conscious life is not only being conscious; it is also being conscious of where you are in the moment, physically, mentally and emotionally.   As you know it takes conscious effort to be able to think about the past.  So is reliving or living in the past, being cognizant of now?  No!   Living in the past hinders each   now moment of consciousness, because the past is a memory or a mirage of a different conscious state of being, that represents an old way of thinking.  That past conscious state is what has catapulted you into an expanded version of yourself in your now, new conscious state …no matter how small or large you feel that expansion may be.  

Here is an example of someone who lives in an alternate past:   

There is a middle-aged woman in the city of Arizona where Carolyn lives… we will call Annabelle.  Annabelle walks for miles and miles, almost every day of the week, to various destinations of her choice, in her town.   Annabelle is different in that she looks like a southern belle straight out of the dawning of the twentieth century.   Her colorful southern looking dresses are trimmed with bows and lace and the full skirts are supported with starched under crinolines.   A southern frilled hat or bonnet always adorns Annabelle’s head.   And, she always carries a colorful, feminine parasol of which completes her southern belle persona. 

Though she appears to be tenuously connected to your present century, it is enough of a connection to be able to take care of her human needs.  Annabelle is seen in one particular small grocery store frequently and though her clothes are Vintage, they do cost something.  When you look at her eyes and face, they are expressionless and somewhat blank…like she is not quite seeing what others are seeing.   It is as if she has been transported from another time; another century into the twenty-first century; with a foot in each one.  

Our Annabelle seems content to live in what is obviously an alternate, parallel version of herself, of which resides some place in the deep southern part of the United States; at the beginning of the twentieth century.   We say “lives” because that era is still thriving and alive in another time frequency that most do not see, from their present perception in the twenty-first century.

Is Annabelle living in the moment?  She may be, but that moment is being lived somewhere else besides here and now in the present day.  What this means is that she is not completely conscious of self in this century and therefore is also living in another time frequency because that is where she gravitates to consciously, sub-consciously; on semi-conscious levels of herself in both realities.

What does this have to do with the “wormholes and black holes” we spoke of as being door ways to other realms that are in various states of awakening?  All realms express some degree of the creative process that leads to the awakening of a conscious self.  Many of these realms are still in a birthing state, while others are in a sleeping state of non-conscious awareness or are still dormant.   And then there are those alternate realms that are in a Self-conscious state of being, of which some scientists believe lead to your parallel lives in parallel realms.  Remember that your Earth is also a parallel realm to other realms.

For example:  Let us say that you in an alternate reality or frequency; never had children of your own… while in this reality, you have three.  Each of these experiences, of having children and not having children, will bleed through from one to the other where a similar thread connects the two realms.  For instance the self that never had children may have a natural ability to beneficially interact with children and therefore was trained to become an expert who now works with children as a counselor or teacher.  The self that has three children in this reality…will absorb some of that knowledge from her parallel self; who has been trained in childhood development.  But on the other hand, the counselor, teacher aspect will also absorb some of your knowledge in raising children.  Working with children is the common thread that connects both of you.  With this give and take of experiences and knowledge with your alternate realities….comes a more balanced you as “Self” in all parallel lives.  This is known as a bleed through from one reality to another and it happens with everyone in some way.  This is why you may at times have a memory of some experience but know it has never happened in the reality you know as now… quite that way.

Here’s a true life example of this type of experience:

As a young girl, Carolyn and her two sisters were at the bedside of their grandmother, who was in the hospital and dying after a stroke.  Grandmother had all kinds of tubes and needles hooked up to her while she lay unconscious, in a semi-coma.   After Carolyn and her sisters had been sitting awhile at their grandmother’s bedside, Carolyn saw her sisters get up and exit the room, leaving her alone with her grandmother.  She was telling grandma how thankful she was to have had such a nurturing, loving grandmother in her life, and that if it is time for her to go, she understands. 

That was when Carolyn saw grandmother open her eyes and look at her.  She was trying to ask Carolyn where she was and what happened, but she couldn’t form the words because of the stroke.   Carolyn tried to ease her grandmother’s mind by explaining to her where she was and why.  That’s when her grandmother began pulling out all the needles and tubes from her body.  Carolyn yelled for the nurse to come in and help calm her grandmother.  Carolyn took her grandmother’s hand to comfort her as she said, ”It is okay grandma, you’re safe sweetie.  I love you grandma.”  Grandmother was trying to say the words “I love you” back but couldn’t.   “Don’t worry grandma,” Carolyn said, “I know you love me.”

Grandmother then laid back, closed her eyes and fell back into a coma.

Carolyn noticed that her sisters had re-entered the hospital room.  She was telling them what had happened with grandmother while they were gone.  They looked at her as if she were crazy and said, “No Carolyn, you’re imagining things or something because we’ve been here with you the whole time and grandma never opened her eyes, tried to speak or anything else you’re saying she did.”

So which reality was real?  Though Carolyn didn’t know it at the time, they both were.

 As you open to these alternate realities you are more easily merging and unifying the energy frequencies of your alternate selves.   Before, this was mostly taking place on unconscious levels.  Now you are beginning to consciously experience this merging affect in some capacity, with the all encompassing “Self.”  In doing so, you are becoming more aware of your alternate selves while awake; in dreams and during meditation.    

This does not mean that everyone on Earth will become a picture of complete balance and harmony at the same time; to same degree or even in the same way.  Each will become his or her balanced “Self “in the way that best serves their present stage of evolution.  This means there will continue to be diversity and degrees of balance and harmony in each person that makes up humanity.

What you are doing at this juncture of human existence, is allowing yourself to have a bigger picture of your creative potential on Earth.  It is as if you are stepping back and a little out of your body, so that you are better able to look at yourself in a somewhat detached manner that allows you to gain a more insightful view of your totality.  This can be done both consciously and unconsciously.  If one is not yet ready to experience this stepping back, to more clearly interact with “Self,” they may be doing so in unconscious and subconscious ways.

This stepping back is to awaken more fully the personal self to the real “Self.”  It will also help you to more easily recognize your ability to recreate you.  Gradually this stepping back and out of your physical aspect…will present to you ways that can help balance “The Light and The Darkness” that exists in your reality.  This is where a degree of what we will call “Self-ness” becomes necessary in your life.  Self-ness is the positive form of selfishness, in that self-ness means taking time to slow down the pace of your life enough to allow you to step back and out of your physicality, far enough for you to look objectively at  your real “Self,” and not at your persona.

The part of you that we are calling “Self,” is what triggers awakening, as you give it permission to synthesize and process through the physical self.  This creates an interconnectedness to “Self” as awareness.  This kind of interconnectedness to “Self,” is what awakens you to other aspects of yourself of which may be dormant.  We use the word dormant to describe the mind, or parts of the mind, that are not yet open to those other aspects, including alternate or parallel lives.  As an example:  The average human uses only 10% of their brain capacity.  Why?  The less brain capacity being used, is normal for someone who is not yet  consciously awakened to their “Real Self “; enough, to awaken other parts of the brain that are yet dormant.  As those other parts of the brain awaken…a person may begin to experience crossovers; also known as a bleed through… to parallel lives and other realms. 

As you are able to let go and step back from your human aspect somewhat, think of something that brings love forward on a conscious level.  This can come from the love for your children; your spouse or partner; the beauty of nature…or whatever opens you to love.  

So relax and let go of other feelings.  Take some deep breaths… then breathe calmly and feel your heart swell with the love that you feel.  Feel the innocence of a child, or of anyone you love.  That is the real “Self.”   Now ask what it needs from you to open to “Self” more freely, in a healthy way for your whole being…then listen… see or feel the answer.  Write your answers down, each time you do this.  As you do so, you will begin to see a pattern that will eventually reveal what your real “Self” needs at this juncture from you.  We suggest that you also watch for answers in your everyday life as well.

Do you see that life in all realms is part of a never ending experiment and experience that will forever continue to create and recreate “Its self” and that, that will never cease to be?  Does this not mean that life can be lived in any way life chooses life?  Yes it does!   Life cannot help but to live life as it chooses.    Are there consequences for what life chooses?  Yes, of course… without consequences of what you call “good and bad,” there would be no purpose for living your human life.  Every choice, every consequence recreates you into something you were not before… so all is what it must be.

Life as “Self” naturally expresses itself in endless dimensional and multi-dimensional ways as it moves within “Itself” and awakens to what is yet to be acknowledged.  As it does so, IT creates more doors to open; more realms to be experienced and awakened… and awakened to.  A new consciousness is what is manifesting the “worm holes and black holes” in space, and awakening your scientists to the possibility of alternate Earths with parallel human lives. 

These theories which are not just a theory; are like seeds that will gradually germinate and awaken dormant aspects of the human brain to realities yet to be experienced by the many.

We close with this thought:  “Inside the universal Self of all selves, life awakens unto “Itself” to live, dream and experience all aspects of life….as you.

 Higher Self through Carolyn Gervais                                                                                                 awakeningyou.com                                                                                                                                        

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