EX-ET
Watch this movie and you understand the children of today right away!

Been there. Done That. Bored.
It's like an indigo mantra that applies to the lives of so many teens and young adults these days. I feel it beating inside myself. I see it around me reflected in friends and clients. On adventure for new ways, work, for passion. When it's found it's already going in the Done That phase in a couple of days or weeks. Than the Bored phase knocks on the door. And the adventure goes further into the world. You never know where it leads to. The only thing that we can do is follow the stardust. Follow the inner passion. Even when it seems to be gone. I keep on breathing, diving into the new, every time.
It's silent sometimes in the midst of passion swirls. At the moment we think we are really at the top of expressing our passion. Boredom appears. Annoying! My cure is chocolate. Works always. Sometimes we can't find the passion. It seems to be hidden and everything around us is a reflection of what we doesn't want. Argh. Pffff. Chocolate!
We already know to have trust and that everything will lead to something better. That where we are in the moment is the exact place we need to be. That our intent is the key to something else. That we are the creators of our lives and reality.

A new sensitivity- no bull shit tolerance and an ᐃᒡᓗ
I experience in my life, as many do at this moment, a new sensitivity. The light seems to be to hard, sounds are hurting my ears. Breathing hurts my body. It feels like swimming in thick mud. The only thing I want is to be in a sound and lightproof igloo ᐃᒡᓗ ( Inuits for igloo) in Alaska. Doing the groceries is really not cool these days. So many sounds, so many people, energy's flying around. Even the normal sounds are hurting my ears. I love to listen to the birds on my balcony. I don't like to watch tv anymore, even the internet is boring to me. My own projects doesn't interest me at all. My study and work. Well. Let's say it's all on hold.
I eat meat like crazy. That is pretty weird for a vegetarian ;-) The most weird food combo's are dancing in my belly. Cucumber with meat. Yoghurt with tomato's. And my body can take food that gave me an allergic reaction before. Even sugar hasn't got the same effect on me than it had before. Normally I would bounce for days on sugar, and now it seems to just flow trough me.

Almost all my social contacts are disappearing out of my life. I haven't got the same interests anymore. The place I live in seems to be a reflection of an old me. The city I live in tells about where I used to live, at the same time I am still living here. I don't have a tolerance for anything that seems to be irrelevant to me. I love to dive to the core right away. Words are seeming so empty to me. How can 26 letters express the most amazing thing in the universe: love? The ways I used to express myself aren't the same anymore. I don't know who I am anymore. And that is totally oke and cool. I don't even fit in myself. That 's perfect because I know my soul. Although I have some difficulty with my expression on this weird planet I feel who I really really really am. Behind all the illusions of the illusions. It's a fact we are here right now. There is a reason and a purpose, although there is no need to be here. It's our choice. To be anchored and rooted here, it's a choice we can make over and over again.

In a way it's funny. A joke on the gameboard of free choice. I cursed to the veil so much today I think it can use a hug. My “enlightened zen spiritual teacher” cover up is flying away. It didn't fitted me anyway. It's like a welcome to earth shake up from my higher self. PFFFF. Chocolate and Coffee.
I feel like I don't get a thing of this earth, world and people. Maybe I am dropped on the wrong planet or something. Or everyone knows something they forget to tell me. O maybe I am just here to experience the sensation of eating chocolate. ;-) And of course all this has a gift in it at the same time. We all have all the answers inside ourselves. Duh. Do we need the answers always? Nope. It's really cool to dive into the experience of forgetting sometimes. To be grumpy, happy, sad and mad at the same time and enjoy the ride. And putting pinholes in the wheels to let them run empty ;-)

The truth of your heart
My truth is changing all the time. My belief systems are not what they used to be. They aren't a beacon where I can hold on to anymore. They are like the wind. Changing.
If we want to share our truths, and we don’t find ways to communicate it. Than our truth is a silent truth. Building a bridge between our hearts and the hearts of others is so valuable.
That is my truth. It’s my truth that there is nothing we should do, that there is not THE road or THE way. We create the road and if we follow our passion and go after the fun stuff in our lives, we work together with spirit. We always work together with spirit. We are spiritual beings having a human experience. Even if we deny our feelings and do dark things we are divine, we are loved so much! Is there something more or less spiritual? In my view everything is spiritual. Every breath, every action and every thought. We have the choice.

The simplicity of life is something I treasure in my heart . It’s like a shining pearl and I hope everyone can feel it and see it. I hope that you feel a spark of it and take it in.
O yes, and I wish you and me lot's of chocolate ofcourse. Lot's of chocolate. The cure for everything!

With love,

Mirri