In every cell this part vibrates crystal energy.  

He was very sad. He felt lonely.

He is a great master healer, knows how to heal himself and others.

Once he was on earth in a body.

And he wanted to share his light with everybody, holding hands with the humans around him.

He wanted to share hearts and share love with everyone he met.

He wanted to remember who he was by sharing his love with others. 

But people weren't used to so much purity and honesty. 

As he grew up, he touched the heart of many people. And as he grow older more people started to noticed him. When someone was sick, they where send to him. And as he helped more people, soon many people came to him. One day a critical mass was reached. 

People started to admire him. They build with their bare hands a stage below his feet.

When the stage was ready, the builders carried the stage with him standing on it. They walked to the town to show him to the world. 

He noticed he couldn't share hands anymore with people when he stood in the stage in the air. While being on that stage in the air, he got on his knees trying to touch people. He wanted to stand next to them. As equals. 

He was sad, cause he was admired and disguised. 

I asked him about human suffering, and if he suffered at the cross. He laughed and said: “As much as you did. People made a story of what happened in that lifetime with my energy. I had a hell of a pain” When I asked him if he really died to wash our sins, he laughed and said that was a beautiful story humanity made of it. When he died he was reunited with his soul, just as when you or I die. 

I comforted him, and said he was not alone. That I am standing beside him. That we can hold hands together. 

And he cried. It is so hard for him that people have so much trouble seeing him for who he really is. He wants to reach the people. There are so many concepts made of his energy. He wants to be free, without a concept, a name. Without icons around the world capturing his energy.

He smiled and said: I am glad I am a part of you. And I hugged him and said: me too. :-) 

He is just a simple boy who loves fishing. 

He wants nothing more than for you to know that you are him. That you are Joshua also, a master healer. 

What he won't do is pretending to be smaller than he is, he is honest to himself. No matter what.  

If anyone understands what that no matter what means, it is you, me and Joshua. Cause we have all gone through similar experiences, as we are a part of each other and ourselves. 

For everyone who is going through a hard period, or feels just like me and Joshua a bit sad or depressed I have made this "blow the blues away" list with things we can do to make the best of it.   

          Blow the blues away:

• Imagine your best birthday ever and  make plans for it, How cool to look forward to it in February, when your birthday is in September. :-)
• Wink to the bus driver ( first you have to actually go with the bus, another reason to get out of bed ;-) )
• Get a new haircut
• Buy flowers for yourself, and when you are in the store anyway, buy some new plants for your garden or balcony. Make your house a happy place to live in.
• Wear your favorite clothes. Go buy new one when your old ones doesn't fit anymore.
• Blow bubbles
• Hug a stranger, if you dare :-)
• Eat food that makes your body happy
• Write the blues
• Go do some volunteering, even when you are ' so busy'.
• Start a glitter revolution: Use glitters in all your artwork and your papers. Make  your accountant crazy with all those glitters at your receipts.
• Listen to your favorite music.
• Go out to dinner
• Start finger painting
• Call the cabelcompany and ask if they can block the news. :-) they probably think you have gone crazy, but hee, at least you did something today :-)
• Dance with yourself
• Talk to the angels and let them comfort you
• Go to the nearest playground and get on the swing or make sand cakes in the sandbox
• Imagine a big bubble protecting you, filled with everything you love.
• Do something constructive you actually don't dare, but always wanted to do. The consequences are for later. :-)
• Pick a flower and give it to your neighbor.
• Go to the forest and go on squirrel spotting.
• Go to the sea and go on dolphin spotting.
• Go to the north pole and go on polar bear spotting.
• Create something to look forward to: a holiday, the promise you make yourself you will follow your heart  no matter what.
• Read a book written by angels.
• Know that it's just a phase you are in. There is always light at the end of the tunnel.
• When you feel the only thing that comforts you is sleeping, just do it. Promise yourself to get with your face outside everyday. Daylight makes you happy.
• Buy a special lamp that vibrates daylight. It makes your body happier.
• Make a list with things you can do that makes you feel better.
• Ask for help on time. When all you feel is shit and hate your body for being here on earth, it's time to call someone. Even when you feel you are stupid, lazy, filled with shame and guilt. People rather do something to help you, than see you gliding in that deep dark shitty place. The love in their eyes or voice for you, can touch your heart. It's certainly worth a try. :-) People can only reach you when you let go of some walls and when you start trusting some one.
  

When we put walls around your heart, we think it's safe. We are dimming our light, hoping no one sees us. We feel all those feelings inside that aren't expressed. 

And then there is this choice to share ourselves, to express what we feel. 

We really don't feel better when these walls keep surrounding us. So why not take the gamble and share ourselves. The worst thing that can happen is that people actually see you.

Deep inside that's what we all want. 

The days of being crucified are over. Does that mean you can be totally who you are, without being admired, disguised, without being a concept? 

You can always be who you are. How others take your light is none of your business. Sometimes it feels as if you want to stay alive, you better not share this or that. Or that you pretend to be smaller than you are. 

No one wins when you are pretending to be smaller. I also believe in small steps. As humanity evolves more of our energy can be here on earth. Damn it, please be you in every cell! The energy that you carry is so beautiful and profound, you are leading the way in more ways you can imagine now. 

You may trust yourself that the grounding you have is a safe base for your energy.

Energy that isn't grounded yet, is energy that waits to be expressed in safe space.

We are the ones that create that safe space for ourselves. New roads are waiting to be discovered and lead, new space is waiting to be created. 

We can only win, by sharing ourselves. 

As we evolve, more energies are being brought into the earthly realms.

I know, this feels in times, or perhaps very often as if you can't be here totally, as a spirit in a body. 

On the other hand do we have so much experience in all our millions and millions lifetimes on earth and as a part of one in the universe, this life is just a laugh. A present, a gift from the universe to our part of one.

It's like a cherry on the cake, a magical -what if- moment. 

What if, what if those crazy humans at earth, what if that crazy game gets so far that people will actually start to remember who they are?  

You and me are the ones that have been send as a present to the humans. Cause they asked for us, and they earned us. We are here to honor everyone and everything who went before us, are here now, and will come. We are here to thank the humans, to honor this game for all it has brought us. 

For I am a part of the universe, just as you and Joshua are.