Sherry was born into a rural family, the best of the best in the farming world, as the homestead was the largest and most modern of its time. It was here that she formed the roots of a lovely connection with animals and all of Mother Nature and to this day, such a setting is where she can find a deep inner peace while connecting with Spirit. After years of devoting her life to her job, all hell broke loose internally in 1998 and thus started the inner work of clearing out all the rubbish of old, outdated religious beliefs, lack of worthiness and self esteem issues, and deeply held wounds that simply would no longer be silenced. Sherry has spent the last 11 years breaking through barriers within through study, and various healing modalities. She is a Reiki master, she is certified in Reconnective Healing and Spirit Communication, and has attended the Barbara Brennon School of Healing Science, Lionheart Institute, to name a few! Sherry has been a ferocious closet writer for most of that time and is now ready to be heard. If all goes well, you will see her book appearing on the shelves in the near future! Her intent is to assist others in self acceptance and letting go of outdated beliefs of ancestral origin by sharing her story, her insights and helping all affirm that it is okay to be who you really are. Hopefully, there will be a little humor thrown in for good measure!Sherry can be reached at sherangel@hotmail.com
I need to learn a little forgiveness….okay….. a lot of forgiveness because without doing so, I mean really truly forgiving, I can not move on to the next chapter of my life. This space I am in right now is filled with a deep sense of having been betrayed and yet it wasn’t by any one individual, no sirree, it was the entire world! And all because a very large percentage of the worlds’ population did not do their part to follow through with ‘the plan‘.
I have been a devoted follower of a certain website that would provide periodic energetic updates regarding the ascension process and all the imbalances this process can create within one’s self, having found comfort more times than not in knowing that I was not alone with the often crazy symptoms I was experiencing and that if I kept my cool, all would rebalance itself in due time. I also believe I was one of those trailblazers who had agreed before my arrival here on earth to hold the energy space for the others to wake up and evolve themselves, holding myself back in my own ascension process to wait for the others to join me.
Well, it didn’t work. There were not enough humans who stepped up to the plate to embrace the new energies and those of us forerunners finally had to accept that they weren’t going to.
I found myself really angry, fully aware of what I have personally sacrificed within myself to help mankind along, only to have it all been a waste of my precious energy. What those others don’t seem to realize is that I wore myself to a frazzle, holding the energy for them to wake up and take notice. I gave so much that I had very little energy left for myself, leaving me feel totally used up and for what? Now I am left with a sense of betrayal by those that ignored the call to shift and who didn’t seem to even notice the extreme efforts of myself and my fellow comrades. It feels like a massive shock to my system that so many beings rejected the evolution of their own souls. And yet I am sad for them, even while I now struggle to make sense out of a future that seems to have no direction for me because of what turned out to be a failed experiment at best.
Until now, that is. Suddenly, I find myself blessed with a new business that has mastered a technology that assists the energy system in finding homeostasis (And just in the nick of time, I might add….personally speaking, that is!). It reminds the body how it used to be before the pain or imbalance, and from there, the body heals itself. Pretty exciting stuff but yet I couldn’t seem to engage my heart in it, until I realized that my resentment was holding me back. The impact of the shock had not healed and I needed to forgive.
But now I wonder if this new technology was indeed a planned support for all of us, in case of failure, to offer a way to restore our own individual lights and create a pretty good income as well? Perhaps it is our reward for such a commitment a lot of us made for mankind and though it failed, we are not forgotten or left unappreciated. I know that God is really good and I know he never closes a door without opening a window. So the plans have been set aside for those of us who had been holding the space. Our job, though it didn’t work, is done. Yet, in our infinite wisdom, we have been guided to another opportunity that still fulfills our life theme’s of helping others but also provides us with awesome self rejuvenation tools, some serious cash, and a whole lot of fun. And all I need to do is receive it. Won’t you join me?