During the last week of August my nearly 92 year old mum had another small stroke.  I have shared with you in the past her declining health and her tremendous will to live.  She is living in a care facility; however this latest round of deterioration meant that my sister and I needed to tend to her daily.  At this time she is fighting and I use that term with intention to stay here, despite being frail and in pain. The soul has its timing, and it is often a challenge to understand the depth of that. 

At the moment we are taking a day to day approach with her care, therefore my writing time is limited.  My September article is going to be shorter than usual and I will combine it with October.  Both months are powerful and pivotal as we prepare for the final months of 2010.

During the month of September several planets were or are in a "retrograde" pattern. Mercury, Jupiter, Uranus, Chiron, Neptune and Pluto all help create a dramatic turning point in the lives of individuals and of course our collective energy.  I chose the word "transitions" for several reasons.  The description of "transition" in the oxford dictionary is "the process of changing from one state or style to another".   I like the word "process" in this description. When we consider the expansion of energy occurring and the level of change each one of us is experiencing, we are indeed a work-in-progress of unfathomable magnitude.

In my August article the energy and effect of "surrender" was shared along with a loving message from our whale and dolphin brothers and sisters.  Surrender is a key ingredient for transition - making space for change and opportunity. If we accept that at the quantum level we are fundamentally spinning patterns of light and vibration creating information, then by the same token to transition within these parameters requires an expanded vision or version of our current reality.

We see through the lens of our perception what we expect to see, and the hologram of our current reality is charged by that expectation and interaction.  However, when we drop into our sacred heart space and expect to see or experience something different without holding a charge of control - we can alter our reality in a heartbeat. 

There is a tremendous amount of information flooding the planet on what this timing means and where we are in our ascension process.  There are portals, gateways and coded dates of expansion woven into this timing to assist us, in whatever way we can utilize and imagine. The Full Moon on Sept 22^nd followed by the Equinox on Sept 23^rd offered an expansion of energy that we are currently feeling and will set the stage for more transition.  What those transitions are depend on each one of us and the choices we make, the vibration we match and the feeling we use as navigation.

As the energy expands, so does the sense of drama or polarization.  I recently had a conversation with someone going through a difficult relationship change, where they felt they needed to "fight" to make things work.  Another conversation was someone "fighting" to be right.  In this timing and in this energy the mere sensation of "fight" will garner challenges and most likely emotional upheaval.  We can no longer "fight" for love, or to be right - but we can "allow" love to expand our accessing of limitless potential.

The month of September for me has been a blur of activity and needing more quiet than any other month of this year.  During the past week as we prepared for the Full Moon/Equinox I felt tired, headachy, dizzy to the point of fainting and simply had to rest.  It was not lost on me that I was "fighting" as well - to meet deadlines, expectations, pushing and completely over-defining the "problem set" of what I felt was on my plate.  After another round of surrender, letting go and vomiting - yes folks sometimes it just has to get physical - I decided it was time for some Grace and limitless potential. 

This brings me to the energy of October eagerly knocking on our door of conscious awareness and hoping we will answer "without" locked in expectation.  Have you noticed that even though the energy of September had its challenges it also brought an amazing array of gifts?  I notice that things appear much more quickly, I think about someone, something and voila it appears.  This afternoon I was driving out to the farms for some fresh vegetables.  Along the drive I noticed a stand selling sunflowers.  I love sunflowers and thought about stopping, but the road was narrow and busy.  I just thought "Oh they would look so nice at home" and then carried on to the farm.  When I returned home there was a gorgeous bouquet of sunflowers waiting for me on my doorstep!  My dear friend Melissa was wishing me a speedy recovery and sending her love. 

October holds the energy gateway of the 10~10~10 (October 10/10) and merges with the crystalline transmission of the 9~9~9 last September into what is being described as the "crystalline conversion".  This crystalline transmission coming through the Central Sun will hold the highest potential for transformation, transition and communication within the spectrum of our personal harmonic signature and frequency bandwidth.

I'm at the point now where titles given to these frequency opportunities, can in fact be a limitation of expectation.  Suffice to say - it is a heightened timing of immense light streaming to our beloved Mother Earth as a bouquet of grace and miracles - if that is something you can accept.    Accepting that we are a mass of interfacing matrices or lattices of photons -patterns of light and information; then in this energy of potential we can "think outside the box" of expected reality and tap into the bank account of our limitless potential.  Many are joining together in workshops, seminars, retreats and meditations to celebrate and co-create in this pregnant energy, which is powerful.  There is no right or wrong way to tap into the energy - the morphic field created by all those thinking about this opportunity and attending the events are available to all of us in whatever way feels right for you.

This transmission and the balance of energy in October heightened by the New Moon on October 7^th and the Full Moon on October 23^rd harness a wave of energy that coheres the energy with the upcoming 11:11 in November and 12:12 in December.  Physically we will feel this energy in a myriad of ways.  While we are all connected and in this game together, we are however unique and individual in our experience and integration of energy.  The standard symptoms of relationships changing before our eyes, fatigue, brain fog, neck and shoulder pain, headaches etc may very well continue, however it may be something other than that so lets just be open to it being smooth, gentle and allowing.  Many I've spoken with the past few weeks are commenting on their physical fatigue and brain fog and their increased intuition and receiving of higher dimensional information. 

At the risk of being repetitive, I'm going to repeat a message I shared in my August article.  Thinking outside the box is an essential aspect of the energy timing of October and the coming months, meaning whatever your set-point of unconscious belief might be - it can change in a millisecond outside the box of your intended projection of reality.  Thinking outside the box requires giving the left brain something to do, while the right brain accesses higher dimensional information.  Being incredibly comfortable in my left brain, my beloved guidance gave me a gentle nudge.....