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Dwelling in the land of 'in between'
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Sherry (Kannass) Fechter
Sherry was born into a rural family, the best of the best in the farming world, as the homestead was the largest and most modern of its time. It was here that she formed the roots of a lovely connection with animals and all of Mother Nature and to this day, such a setting is where she can find a deep inner peace while connecting with Spirit. After years of devoting her life to her job, all hell broke loose internally in 1998 and thus started the inner work of clearing out all the rubbish of old, outdated religious beliefs, lack of worthiness and self esteem issues, and deeply held wounds that simply would no longer be silenced. Sherry has spent the last 11 years breaking through barriers within through study, and various healing modalities. She is a Reiki master, she is certified in Reconnective Healing and Spirit Communication, and has attended the Barbara Brennon School of Healing Science, Lionheart Institute, to name a few! Sherry has been a ferocious closet writer for most of that time and is now ready to be heard. If all goes well, you will see her book appearing on the shelves in the near future! Her intent is to assist others in self acceptance and letting go of outdated beliefs of ancestral origin by sharing her story, her insights and helping all affirm that it is okay to be who you really are. Hopefully, there will be a little humor thrown in for good measure!

Sherry can be reached at sherangel@hotmail.com
 
By Sherry (Kannass) Fechter
Published on 11/23/2010
 

After such a phenomenal, expansive experience, I find myself wondering where will I be going from here? What fascinating changes will develop in my exterior world, my physical world, that will reflect the glorious inner world shift I have just gone through with the 10 10 10 event?


I have been a student of numerous energy therapies over the years, gotten certified in a few, but most importantly, lived the actual experience of the effects on the self from all of them, physical, spiritual, and emotional. This time appears to be no different from the customary expansion, contraction and stasis, except that it is no where near the sometimes drastic swing of any of these levels of adjustment to the new energy that was just introduced to the body. Instead, I find myself surprisingly empty. Not good or bad, just in being exactly where I am, a sort of limbo, not there yet, but not back there either. I am neither in the past nor the future, I am just here. Yet I panic not for I finally ACCEPT that this is where I am right now. I feel cleansed, without the urge to rush anywhere. Yet I remain watchful, as the longer this state continues, I am feeling that this is a temporary place and I will be making a move shortly. It feels a bit like having been given a time of personal assessment, one in which letting go of the past seems truly effortless and soon it will be time to make a decision on what next do I want to create in my life, who do I wish to become, what talents am I hoping to develop to the point of being of service to another? Or is it time to accept that the talents are already there, just waiting for me to decide to choose them? I think this is more the case. Along with the past, I need to release my habits of perfectionism as well, for it is truly standing in the way of my future and my contribution to mankind. It is my time to shine, to expose those inner gifts that I have been fearful of my whole life, and all I need to do is agree to openly embrace them.

It’s really a continuous process…..having expanded to the highest dimension possible, I have returned to the known but now a changed person, with the contraction that follows providing the necessary time needed to adjust to the inner shift, releasing yet even more of that which is no longer of any value, much like an inner spring cleaning that provides a cleansed, light filled space for the self to freely dwell in. And then stasis, the opportunity to get comfortable with where I am at this time, preparing really, for the next outward expression of myself and who I choose to be.