Many humans in the new age world label me as an Indigo.

But what does that mean? The word is as shallow as it can be. It's a word used to describe characteristics. But even about that people argue. Some say it's about where you come from as a soul, others say it's about your home planet, the color of your aura or whatever.

I would like to take a different standpoint today. Something strange happened when people started to label me. I felt locked, limited and unworthy.

Fuck off with all these labels. It doesn't serve our children. It's made by grown ups to define the undefinable. It doesn't empower children. It makes them sick.

When I see how sad, frustrated and angry children are getting by the labels they receive my soul cries. I want to write and tell you about how it's time for the grown ups to grow up and change your own life first. Stop with pulling and pushing our children to become something they absolutely aren't. Our children don't have to become the new you. They don't want to become as narrow minded as we are. They don't want to suppress their emotions like we do. And what are we doing? We are suppressing our children in the name of education. We “learn” them how they should treat others, how to be polite. In fact we are learning them how to suppress their true nature, cause we are doing the same.

Our society is build on quicksand. On fake actions and make up smiles. How often are we truly honest with ourselves? How often do you look in the mirror and accept how you are feeling? How often do you express yourself the way you feel? What the F if you are being angry, grumpy or impolite? You aren't born to please the world. You aren't born to give your energy away. You are here to express yourself. To express your feelings.

So what if others leave you? What the F when they run away from you? You aren't all fluffy and happy all the time.

When we die it isn't about how much we pretended that we where happy, or about how much time we spend pretending to be in joy. It will be true and honest and it will be about you and your soul.

True happiness can only come when we let go of the desire to it. When we accept in the now that we are where we are. That we feel what we feel and that there is absolutely nothing we should do or have to become. Because we already are. In that lies the answer to the expression of who you are.

I am often seen as a girl who is very happy and so much in joy. On the other hand you can also say I am a great actress. Of course, my deep soul is pure joy just as you are. At the same time I can be very grumpy, nasty, do I suppress my true feelings often and do I have got severe anger management issues. I can lie very well about important things and I can behave myself like a queen who wants to be served only the best of the best. I don't judge this, but fact is I ain't all fluffy and happy all the time. Ask Mirri. She knows.

Many of us are wearing masks and are afraid to express ourselves. With that we teach our children to do the same. We label them because they are true mirrors for ourselves. And that is something that I fight against each day. We create special schools for them. We explain to them they are not normal. Who is acting insane here? We are the ones that are creating the labels. We are the ones that are afraid of our own reflection.

Stop messing with the children of today. Make a start with expressing yourself!