Higher
Self through Carolyn Gervais
CLEARING FOR
THE NEW ENERGY
It
is known by those of you who may be reading this, that humanity is evolving and
up-grading to a higher state of consciousness.
What this means is that the human body and mind, are being rewired. Your
DNA is what you might say, unraveling its layers; as it does so it is exposing
the body and mind to energies that have an opening affect on all levels. During this processing and upgrading period,
you, your life and your Earth are spiritually expanding through the process of
change. Change brings about challenges which affect all levels of experience.
Many have been moving through challenges such as vocational changes; financial
fluctuations, relationship overhauls and feelings of depression, loss and
confusion. If that’s not enough, there
is a struggling to maintain balance and equilibrium in all areas of life,
including the Earth itself.
Humans
are begging for peace of mind; peace for the Earth and all of its
inhabitants. For that to take place
there must be a willingness to come out of hiding and re-evaluate every
thought, every feeling and every belief that has been buried under self-denial. This must take place first on personal
levels, before the human condition on the Earth can change.
Every
day people wonder why the “All Knowing Power” they call God/the Divine Source/Christ Consciousness or Love, isn’t
instantly and magically healing the planet and everyone on it. It’s because dear ones, this is a planet of
free-will. Everyone’s free-will is not
only different in many varied ways… it is also at war with other free-wills.
Just look at the many variations of cultures and governments that are not
willing to resolve their problems with other cultures and governments. Not only
is there individual free-will in the mix, there is also the mass consciousness
free-will to add to the chaos.
Yes
it seems many humans are losing Faith in that Higher Power they once believed would
do anything for them, but it still is dear ones. That Higher Power is giving you not only what
you need, but what you have asked for. It is the reason why you are here on
this Earth now. You have asked to be given the strength and awareness to clean
up and heal what you have played a part in creating lifetime after lifetime on the earth. You came
back at this moment in time because you now have the wisdom to heal yourself
and your world, but it begins with you.
The
powerlessness you may feel in being able to change and heal anything right now
is false, and it is causing you to look outside yourself to a power that
separates you from your higher knowing and the Higher Power you so want to
believe in. Wars, crimes, greed and
selfishness are all about one power battling another power for supremacy, but
that isn’t really power is it… it's force.
Force
divides and separates. It controls,
demands and destroys integrity and dignity on all levels.
True
Power is about teachers and leaders whose words are listened to because they
are respected for their integrity and not for their station in life. A person
with true power can bring about balance because he/she has a strong willingness
and deep understanding of the parts that make up the Whole. True Power is about compassion, a reverence if
you will for all of life. It’s about love, communication, harmlessness, honesty
and peaceful resolutions.
So
where is this power? It’s inside of you;
it’s in everyone, and all that is required is the willingness to uncover and
reveal it. How is this done you ask?
It’s
important to understand that unless you are ready to look deeply inside your
feelings and emotions with the help of the heart, you won’t find what you are
afraid of. And if you don’t… fear and
denial will continue to hide your power from you. And though you have managed
to hide what you are afraid of from your conscious mind, you can’t hide the
relatives of fear, named anger, selfishness, arrogance, jealousy, greed,
self-doubt, self ridicule and self-hate. If you watch your thoughts during your
daily routine, you will realize just how much those nosey relatives of fear pop
into your mind. Circumstances that
trigger them can make them seem impossible to control because that is when they
have the upper hand.
Taking
time to catch yourself when one of fears’ relatives surfaces and tries to
sabotage you in some way, is a place for you to begin asking questions. Questions like: “Why do I feel angry? Why am I feeling such self-doubt”, or
whatever the case may be.
Don’t
accept only the first answer that comes to you, because there are answers under
answers that go much deeper and deeper in side your mind and heart. When you
have time to quietly relax by yourself somewhere, ask the questions again and
at that time, allow yourself to feel emotion from the answer. If the answer is
superficial it is not the deepest answer, or that particular relative, such as
anger, would not have been there in the first place. Keep doing this questioning daily for as long
as it takes for you to find the root belief, the feeling and emotion that you
have buried inside your heart and denied expression. At that point, you will then decide if the
fear can still serve your life, once it is transformed into something positive. For instance the fear could be used as a helpful
warning device now that you are aware of it, instead of a controlling
device. But if the fear no longer serves
you, heal and bless it and let it go.
It
is understood that no one can heal what they bury and hide from themselves, no
matter how “spiritually aware” they may be.
Your
body and mind hold onto fearful beliefs until they are transformed into
something that can be used as an asset in your life, or let go. Once fear is
transformed, your deeper knowing or intuition will give you guidance in making
the choices that will work best for you.
By
listening to your inner feelings you will learn to act in the moment, instead
of reacting to protect the fear.
Often
it takes several tries to transform a belief or fear into something that serves
you in your life There are many teachers
that can help you in that area if need be.
If a fear you thought you were free of resurfaces, lovingly say to it,
“It’s okay, I know you are just watching out for me, but you are free to go
where you are needed and I thank you for your service.”
Positive
thinking methods do not heal denial.
Denial is also fear. Positive
thinking methods usually serve as a band aid.
They cover the wound (fear) until it heals just enough to hide under the
surface and seemingly disappear. But the
other levels of your body and mind remember the wound (fear) and how much it
had hurt. Every time that memory is triggered by something on the surface, the
pain is remembered and felt on some level, again and again because the
emotional, and or physical wound isn’t healed on the deeper levels of your
being. It’s hiding under the surface of
your conscious mind where you have buried and forgotten it. When it hurts you
feel it but only through its relatives of anger, self-doubt, depression and a
feeling of not being safe.
It’s
time to end the game of hide and seek and reveal all that is hiding you from
you; you from me and me from you. It’s
time to awaken to your True Power by awakening on all levels of your being. The true feelings and needs that you hide
(denial) protect the fear, not you. It
is that truth that will set you free. That truth will connect you to the true
power that lives inside of you and is one with the One Power that created the
Universe. It begins with you who are reading
this. Are you ready?
It
is time… time to take back your control through the innate strength and wisdom
you all have. True Power is uncovered by digging beneath what you avoid inside
of you and transforming, instead of ignoring.
Dealing with the root issues that create not only what you fear, but
what those fears have taught you to believe, need to be healed and
changed. In doing that, you will greatly
increase the healing process for yourself which will then help to heal the
world. The rewiring process will then
be able to take place more easily and naturally because you will have helped
clear the way.
Blessings
to all,
Higher
Self of Carolyn Gervais
awakeningyou.com
Copyright
2007
I have been a student and a teacher of
“metaphysical-spirituality” for over 30 years. As a young child my yearning to understand
how and why “God” created humanity, was constant. When I looked into the eyes of
a person, whether I knew them or not, I would see and feel their anger and
sadness and I had to know why. That yearning to understand was such a driving
force that I was continuously asking the adults in my life, “How did we get
here and why?” I was told that “God”
didn’t want us to know the answers to such questions. Some higher part of me
knew, even at the young age of eight... that answer was not acceptable for me
and I was bound and determined that I would let God know it, by asking Him all
my questions until He answered them.