Many times I have found on this journey the light reflects multi-dimensional realities of how I have lived.  It has awakened my senses to its fullest potential allowing me to connect on a conscious level as I live in the moment.

Although this path that I have obviously chosen has not been an easy one, I am grateful for the lessons and gifts.  Each lesson has unlocked the doors that were slammed shut keeping the truth hidden.  My truth was always revealed when I danced the hula as glimpses of my soul would be exposed.  It allowed me to channel my feelings of love without hesitation.  Little did I know it would reveal to me much more.

It is from the depths of my soul that I reveal to you my story.  Pieces of thoughts or feelings I experienced that became my imprint.  I later discovered it as an energy matrix that I battled and tried to suppress or repress.  Life as it unfolded did not allow me to be comfortable. 

The repetitive behaviors created energy stamps that were haunting.  The challenges became triggers as a way for me to monitor how I did practice.  What are my responses?  When do I react?  Why did I stop taking responsibility for my own life?  Who did I become? Where did I give up my power?

Throughout my years I never would have imagined that I would spew out my feelings of pain and hurt.  The unspoken words were relevant because of the anger and frustration.  I felt it was taboo to speak of the past.  The past was not verbalized; “see no evil, speak no evil, and hear no evil.”  Most importantly, not bring shame upon my family. 

Some of you may relate to what I have to share.  It was, at first, hard to articulate fully every facet of my life experiences as a survivor of abuse.  This is definitely about me being human before I reclaimed my soul.  I stand before you as an imperfect/perfect entity of light.