We are here to have fun and play with one another.  I wondered why there were those who took life so serious.  Everything had to have a meaning or organization.  It was explained to me that this left an uncomfortable, chaotic, feeling of being out of control.  Control was definitely a way to make sense out of life.  However, it did not satisfy one's existence.

 

Where did the inner child go?  Personally, I found the connection with my inner child was the key to everything.  This burning desire to live life at its fullest is addictive.  You can see this through the joy of laughter and in a smile.  These are simple expressions of love, and yet, it feeds our soul.

"Passion shapes our existence, fuels the fires of inspiration and makes the heart and mind open to changes all around us. It is food for the soul, a spark that re-illuminates our purpose and mission for being here. " ~ author Brian Norris 

Over the years, I have learned that it is not easier to run away from passion.  It only returns because it is my heart's desire.  This economy has stripped me of all my efforts to set goals and have a game plan.  What I am discovering is it allows me to take a look at what I truly am passionate about.  Thus, tearing apart any beliefs that hold me back from my dreams.  This is not from being irresponsible but to have no regrets of what I didn't do.

Recently, I talked about an experience that I never expected with Spiritual Bankruptcy.  It consisted of many thoughts that weighed upon me with the direction that I chose for my career and decisions I made about family and friends.  I stood in a place that was complicated and straightforward, all in an instant.

Mother Earth is the womb of my existence grounding me wherever I am. It is a serene dimensional embrace allowing me to focus on what I want. I feel my connection with her heartbeat each time I implant my feet into the depths of her soul.

In everything I do is in honor of her as she expresses compassion and love personally, directly and intimately as a loving mother who cares for her children. She has been my confidant whenever I felt disengaged. It was a way to be in balance in a 3rd dimensional reality.

Who would have known that my Awakening would come full circle?  It all began when I was four years old in Haleiwa, Hawaii, sitting under my grandparents' house which was on stilts.  I remember being under the house alone, I thought.  No one could see me, but I can hear and see everyone.  This was a beginning of my unexplained phenomenon.  The beginning was my conception, as is everyone's.  I now know this was a multi-dimensional experience that continued throughout my life.  
 

Many have defined success as good or bad.  Success is good if you get what you want.  Yet, not getting what you want is failure.  Instead of looking at the steps you have taken as success; the focus and energy is all towards what you didn't get which manifests failure .  This assumed failure now causes a reaction--the fear of success. 

Reinvent yourself.  If fear of success is keeping you from what you want, begin to practice owning the steps you have made, allowing you to move forward.  Goals are similar to resolutions. Resolutions can be broken until you change them.  Change exists depending on how you feel about yourself. 

In this article, Charmaine looks at how we hide from ourselves.  She looks at one tool to reveal her inner voice.  Many have listened to her vulnerability in doing this live.  This has changed their lives.  Read the short article and listen to archive to move forward.

Mother Earth is the womb of my existence grounding me wherever I am.  It is a serene dimensional embrace allowing me to focus on what I want.  I feel my connection with her heartbeat each time I implant my feet into the depths of her soul.

In everything I do is in honor of her as she expresses compassion and love personally, directly and intimately as a loving mother who cares for her children.  She has been my confidant whenever I felt disengaged.  It was a way to be in balance in a 3rd dimensional reality.

Imagine who you would want to be.  What would be different for you?  Many of the choices you have made would be different as you learn life's lessons.  Some of you have gotten lost through 'free will' to take action.  Instead of taking responsibility for the action you haven taken, you easily seek external blame or justification of your beliefs.

What keeps you focused on the negative?  Truly the practice is a belief to change the negative to positive.  The more you focus on the negative, you bring up more negative thoughts and stories connected to the emotion or feeling.  The end result actually continues to trigger other immature imprints that brings up multitudes of negative stories.